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Thursday, October 7, 2010


I'm really tired.
I realised I've been wasting my life away, for years and years...
I hate quarelling or having a fight with people. I hate it.
We have such limited time together and we waste it with the feelings of hate and dislike.
We should cherish our time together and be happy, enjoy the moments of our life when we're still together; you never know when we will ever be together again in the future.
One example, is my mum.
I hate it when I just come home in a great mood, planning to chat with her about school life, when I suddenly did something wrong, which is trivial, maybe like banging the door accidentally, and then she starts scolding and ruins everything.
I don't see the purpose in quarrelling. It's just making us feel the hatred for each other, and the moments of happiness spent together are all forgotten just in that one second.
How many days do I have left together with my mum?
The future is unpredictable; we have absolutely no idea what is going to happen.
I don't know what's going to happen the next moment.
Maybe I could die with a heart attack, or maybe die in a car crash, or maybe just die like that. Who knows?
I really want to cherish the time with my family and my friends, those who are precious to me.
I want to make up with everyone whom I've upset in the past.
I'm sorry for the things that I've done. I'm really sorry.
I'm struggling to change for the better, but it's really hard and it will take time.
I... I'm not perfect, nobody is, but I'm trying to be.
So, just give me a chance.
Just... give me a chance... and I'll prove myself worthy to be by your side as your friend once again.


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