I'm really tired. I realised I've been wasting my life away, for years and years... I hate quarelling or having a fight with people. I hate it. We have such limited time together and we waste it with the feelings of hate and dislike. We should cherish our time together and be happy, enjoy the moments of our life when we're still together; you never know when we will ever be together again in the future. One example, is my mum. I hate it when I just come home in a great mood, planning to chat with her about school life, when I suddenly did something wrong, which is trivial, maybe like banging the door accidentally, and then she starts scolding and ruins everything. I don't see the purpose in quarrelling. It's just making us feel the hatred for each other, and the moments of happiness spent together are all forgotten just in that one second. How many days do I have left together with my mum? The future is unpredictable; we have absolutely no idea what is going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen the next moment. Maybe I could die with a heart attack, or maybe die in a car crash, or maybe just die like that. Who knows? I really want to cherish the time with my family and my friends, those who are precious to me. I want to make up with everyone whom I've upset in the past. I'm sorry for the things that I've done. I'm really sorry. I'm struggling to change for the better, but it's really hard and it will take time. I... I'm not perfect, nobody is, but I'm trying to be. So, just give me a chance. Just... give me a chance... and I'll prove myself worthy to be by your side as your friend once again.
Do you believe in vampires? Because I do, and I'm totally in love with them now. They're AWESOME. Well, you'd say I'm crazy, but I'll still cling on to this opinion :D I believe that vampires exist, and they're all over the world, being almost everywhere. And it could be just that they didn't want to reveal themselves since most of us humans would treat them as a threat. Which obviously, I don't think so. I think they're just so cool. If I was ever given the chance to become one, I'd prance at it :D I think it's so cool to live over a long period of time, even centuries, even thousands of years. But it's not the lifespan of them that I admire; it's their strength. Well, in most books and movies, vampires are seen to have incredible strength. And they can do extraordinary things that running at an extreme speed, jump over buildings, etc. I don't know why, but I'm just so fascinated with them. I know that there's gotta be vampires out there somewhere, but I don't know where. I wish that I can get blooded by some vampire and become one; it'd be so damn cool. And one thing, DARREN SHAN! OH MY GOD I JUST LOVE HIS BOOKS AND NOW I'M CRAZY OVER THEM! THEY'RE AWESOME! You've gotta read The Saga of Darren Shan (I have no idea how many times I've said it before, but I LOVE HIS BOOKS) He's one of the best authors on earth, I swear. You just gotta love the series of books that he had wrote. THEY'RE FANTASTIC, AWESOME, ETC ETC ETC. I love the characters Darren Shan, Mr. Crepsley, Harkat Mulds, Vancha March, etc. I seriously have to thank the heavens that I've got the luck of the vampires with me and I'd managed to borrow book 10 and book 12 from WeiJia. THANKS!!! <3 Gotta return my school library books tomorrow, I've extended it til tomorrow. Feeling so awake now, not in the sleeping mode. Hahaha Sometimes I feel like I already am a vampire, in terms of my lifestyle. I sleep late, and wake up late, when I can do so. And blood seems appealing to me, somehow, and I have no idea why. The metallic scent of blood and the crimson red of it just attracts me. Okay, I admit that I'm weird. (: I guess now I'm not gonna care about my homework anymore. Feeling damn bored about all the work being done. Concert for Mid-Autumn Festival this friday. It's gonna be a damn long day. Dinner provided, NICE. I hope the food that we're gonna get is nice *cross my fingers* :D Watching SCO concert this saturday with the whole HuQin, and I've got a hunch that it's gonna be fun. It's been quite some time since HuQin has watched a concert together, looking forward to it, even though we're forced to go for this concert. AMaths online quiz would be starting tomorrow, feeling terrible about it; I don't even feel like doing it. I just realised I've stopped reading my favourite mangas for such a long time (around 11 months or more) and that's like more than a year already... Just now I was reading Bleach. I realised my love for all these mangas again (: I still loved Ichigo and Rukia the most, afterall. Hahaha. They're like, my most favourited characters. Started watching Reborn again starting around 2 weeks ago, but stopped again since last week; too busy. I wish I had all the time in the world to do all the things I loved to do, but I guess I don't. ): Anyways, LOTS OF TESTS UP NEXT WEEK!!! I'm gonna have to chiong again, hahaha. I figured I'd be dead. EOY is coming and I haven't started on anything. Somebody help me to get started, I don't have motivation -.- Still in slack mode, I don't know why. LOL. WOW this is such a long post. Goodnights, people! I've finished posting and I wish you sweet dreams! :D
Feeling very tired! ): Recently I've been sleeping very late... Not because of homework but because of entertainment -.- haha I've been watching Down With Love, the Taiwan idol drama starring Ella and Jerry Yan. I'm a biiiiig fan of Ella and S.H.E, and I like Jerry too, so I watched this drama. And it's really nice too! :D HMM.... and that's why now I have a whole LOAD of homework to rush. I could have handed in earlier, but I guess I served me right cuz I was the one who decided to drag it for such a long time after all :\ Anyways, I love S.H.E!!! :D I just realised that their new album was already out during April :/ hahaha and I love their songs! They're awesome!!! SS3 coming during 29 January, looking forward to it. My mum is deciding to NOT let me go for it... ): But if she really wants it that way, then I'll go along with her decision. Next year we'll be sec4 already. No time to waste. I just realised how time flies. :O 8 months have just flied past me, and now it's the start of September. That's super fast. No wonder people say Sec 3 year is just like a roller coaster, going in full speed. Until now I haven't started revising for EOY. I want to study but somehow I can't seem to motivate myself more to study... :\ Seriously need to start too, but i don't know where and how to. Bleah, I'll need to have more self-control. Cannot see computer then wanna use it. Hahaha :P Got chemistry test and literature test AND tingxie tomorrow. one word: DEAD. Lit TFA I've only read the first 3 chapters. -.- Chemistry haven't even touch -.- Tingxie worse still, never even look -.- hmm, but I still gotta try my best and mug!!! Need to put in more effort in things! AND I GOTTA BE MORE POSITIVE!!! :DDDDDDD LOLLL. from now on, I'm gonna look on the brighter side of life. :DDDDDDD wish me luck, okay? ^^
I just realised that eight months had just flied past me... I guess time really flies huh. I'm having hell of a life now. My entire week's schedule is taken up by projects, tuitions and lessons. WOW. And I haven't started revising for EOY. I'm planning to do last minute revision again. Somehow, I don't seem to be enthusiastic enough to study -.- I'm seriously tired, and I mean mentally and physically. Average number of hours of sleep per day is like, 2 hours? Plus need to do homework, study for tests... I seriously need a break...
Okay time for happy thoughts! :D I'm thinking all about Super Junior's SS3 concert now, even though it's like in 5 more months. And then, I just have to say that I LOVE DARREN SHAN'S BOOKS!!! He's one of the best authors ever! Crazy over The Saga of Darren Shan. <3>
I'm really tired. I realised I've been wasting my life away, for years and years... I hate quarelling or having a fight with people. I hate it. We have such limited time together and we waste it with the feelings of hate and dislike. We should cherish our time together and be happy, enjoy the moments of our life when we're still together; you never know when we will ever be together again in the future. One example, is my mum. I hate it when I just come home in a great mood, planning to chat with her about school life, when I suddenly did something wrong, which is trivial, maybe like banging the door accidentally, and then she starts scolding and ruins everything. I don't see the purpose in quarrelling. It's just making us feel the hatred for each other, and the moments of happiness spent together are all forgotten just in that one second. How many days do I have left together with my mum? The future is unpredictable; we have absolutely no idea what is going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen the next moment. Maybe I could die with a heart attack, or maybe die in a car crash, or maybe just die like that. Who knows? I really want to cherish the time with my family and my friends, those who are precious to me. I want to make up with everyone whom I've upset in the past. I'm sorry for the things that I've done. I'm really sorry. I'm struggling to change for the better, but it's really hard and it will take time. I... I'm not perfect, nobody is, but I'm trying to be. So, just give me a chance. Just... give me a chance... and I'll prove myself worthy to be by your side as your friend once again.
Do you believe in vampires? Because I do, and I'm totally in love with them now. They're AWESOME. Well, you'd say I'm crazy, but I'll still cling on to this opinion :D I believe that vampires exist, and they're all over the world, being almost everywhere. And it could be just that they didn't want to reveal themselves since most of us humans would treat them as a threat. Which obviously, I don't think so. I think they're just so cool. If I was ever given the chance to become one, I'd prance at it :D I think it's so cool to live over a long period of time, even centuries, even thousands of years. But it's not the lifespan of them that I admire; it's their strength. Well, in most books and movies, vampires are seen to have incredible strength. And they can do extraordinary things that running at an extreme speed, jump over buildings, etc. I don't know why, but I'm just so fascinated with them. I know that there's gotta be vampires out there somewhere, but I don't know where. I wish that I can get blooded by some vampire and become one; it'd be so damn cool. And one thing, DARREN SHAN! OH MY GOD I JUST LOVE HIS BOOKS AND NOW I'M CRAZY OVER THEM! THEY'RE AWESOME! You've gotta read The Saga of Darren Shan (I have no idea how many times I've said it before, but I LOVE HIS BOOKS) He's one of the best authors on earth, I swear. You just gotta love the series of books that he had wrote. THEY'RE FANTASTIC, AWESOME, ETC ETC ETC. I love the characters Darren Shan, Mr. Crepsley, Harkat Mulds, Vancha March, etc. I seriously have to thank the heavens that I've got the luck of the vampires with me and I'd managed to borrow book 10 and book 12 from WeiJia. THANKS!!! <3 Gotta return my school library books tomorrow, I've extended it til tomorrow. Feeling so awake now, not in the sleeping mode. Hahaha Sometimes I feel like I already am a vampire, in terms of my lifestyle. I sleep late, and wake up late, when I can do so. And blood seems appealing to me, somehow, and I have no idea why. The metallic scent of blood and the crimson red of it just attracts me. Okay, I admit that I'm weird. (: I guess now I'm not gonna care about my homework anymore. Feeling damn bored about all the work being done. Concert for Mid-Autumn Festival this friday. It's gonna be a damn long day. Dinner provided, NICE. I hope the food that we're gonna get is nice *cross my fingers* :D Watching SCO concert this saturday with the whole HuQin, and I've got a hunch that it's gonna be fun. It's been quite some time since HuQin has watched a concert together, looking forward to it, even though we're forced to go for this concert. AMaths online quiz would be starting tomorrow, feeling terrible about it; I don't even feel like doing it. I just realised I've stopped reading my favourite mangas for such a long time (around 11 months or more) and that's like more than a year already... Just now I was reading Bleach. I realised my love for all these mangas again (: I still loved Ichigo and Rukia the most, afterall. Hahaha. They're like, my most favourited characters. Started watching Reborn again starting around 2 weeks ago, but stopped again since last week; too busy. I wish I had all the time in the world to do all the things I loved to do, but I guess I don't. ): Anyways, LOTS OF TESTS UP NEXT WEEK!!! I'm gonna have to chiong again, hahaha. I figured I'd be dead. EOY is coming and I haven't started on anything. Somebody help me to get started, I don't have motivation -.- Still in slack mode, I don't know why. LOL. WOW this is such a long post. Goodnights, people! I've finished posting and I wish you sweet dreams! :D
Feeling very tired! ): Recently I've been sleeping very late... Not because of homework but because of entertainment -.- haha I've been watching Down With Love, the Taiwan idol drama starring Ella and Jerry Yan. I'm a biiiiig fan of Ella and S.H.E, and I like Jerry too, so I watched this drama. And it's really nice too! :D HMM.... and that's why now I have a whole LOAD of homework to rush. I could have handed in earlier, but I guess I served me right cuz I was the one who decided to drag it for such a long time after all :\ Anyways, I love S.H.E!!! :D I just realised that their new album was already out during April :/ hahaha and I love their songs! They're awesome!!! SS3 coming during 29 January, looking forward to it. My mum is deciding to NOT let me go for it... ): But if she really wants it that way, then I'll go along with her decision. Next year we'll be sec4 already. No time to waste. I just realised how time flies. :O 8 months have just flied past me, and now it's the start of September. That's super fast. No wonder people say Sec 3 year is just like a roller coaster, going in full speed. Until now I haven't started revising for EOY. I want to study but somehow I can't seem to motivate myself more to study... :\ Seriously need to start too, but i don't know where and how to. Bleah, I'll need to have more self-control. Cannot see computer then wanna use it. Hahaha :P Got chemistry test and literature test AND tingxie tomorrow. one word: DEAD. Lit TFA I've only read the first 3 chapters. -.- Chemistry haven't even touch -.- Tingxie worse still, never even look -.- hmm, but I still gotta try my best and mug!!! Need to put in more effort in things! AND I GOTTA BE MORE POSITIVE!!! :DDDDDDD LOLLL. from now on, I'm gonna look on the brighter side of life. :DDDDDDD wish me luck, okay? ^^
I just realised that eight months had just flied past me... I guess time really flies huh. I'm having hell of a life now. My entire week's schedule is taken up by projects, tuitions and lessons. WOW. And I haven't started revising for EOY. I'm planning to do last minute revision again. Somehow, I don't seem to be enthusiastic enough to study -.- I'm seriously tired, and I mean mentally and physically. Average number of hours of sleep per day is like, 2 hours? Plus need to do homework, study for tests... I seriously need a break...
Okay time for happy thoughts! :D I'm thinking all about Super Junior's SS3 concert now, even though it's like in 5 more months. And then, I just have to say that I LOVE DARREN SHAN'S BOOKS!!! He's one of the best authors ever! Crazy over The Saga of Darren Shan. <3>
I'm Wei Feng aka Fiona. I have everchanging dreams that I've been trying to figure out.
My birthday is on 24/05/1995, so you've gotta remember to give me presents! ^^
初めまして
私はフィオーナです。 よろしくお願いします! ^^
I am defintely an Anime LOVER.
Some of my favourite animes are Bleach, Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn, Vampire Knight, Skip Beat!, etc.
I just gotta say that I LOVEEEE the YuMe pairing in VK!!! <3 Although it's incest, I LOVE IT! :D
I also LOVE SUPER JUNIOR! I'm proud to be an E.L.F :D
wishlist
Get good grades
Super Junior merchandise
Watch SS3
Get a new phone
Watch anime and read manga til I'm satisfied. :D (that's not gonna happen, I'm never satisfied :D)
Use the computer for playing ALL DAY.
NO HOMEWORK.
NO TESTS.
